October 2011
1 post
“Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect...”
– Steve Jobs
September 2011
5 posts
1 tag
12/31/11 - New Brunswick, NJ
natashatourdates:
New Year’s Eve at the Stress Factory!
Well, I’m going to try to go to this… but dammit. I feel so stupid right now. Need to forget her. I need to find someone else
7 tags
Say Yes
Sometimes, you just have to find a reason to hate someone. That or just find someone else. Am I fickle? Is she?
And she. I never thought to do a google search. Funny how someone’s life can be wrapped up so neatly like that. I see it and I’m underwhelmed. Suddenly it means nothing really. Ivy league education. Literary aspirations. Soft voice. I suppose it really amounts to nothing,...
August 2011
3 posts
3 tags
May 2011
5 posts
She's leaving me.
and I guess the dream isn’t as important as the reality. She’s leaving. Right now. And there’s nothing I could really do. I don’t know why she says those things. “I’m going to be rich”. In jest, tongue in cheek, I know. But it’s irritating. Because that is what she chose. Going back home, she will be well off, she will have that security. It’s...
Sleeping Pills. okdream
I took sleeping pills so that I may wake up very early (330) and not feel terrible. works every time. I’m up now. It’s 4am. Had a strange dream. I guess it’s the way i think nowadays being on okcupid and all. I was asking a girl for a number, and things were all good. but i was also talking to my sister, thru texts, and she was writing about how she and thomas were now friends....
Trending
Start a blog about passive aggressive roommates on facebook.
Example: Do I have to pay half of the electric bill if someone left the light on in the bathroom all night? #waste #asshole
Angel Face
It’s coming fast. and you thought it never would. now there’s so much you want to say to her. even to the others. but she’ll leave soon, across the ocean in the arms of someone who loves her. is it stupid to think she’s not happy? of course she is. that’s what you loved her for. but she’ll soon be gone. make up a goodbye at least. is it stupid to ask?
but maybe...
Cultural Symbology
Okay, bin Laden is dead. And I am one of the fortunate ones who gets to hear the musings of young intellectuals. In the class room, on the streets, and on blogs there seems to be much ambivalence over how to feel about all this. Yes, we know al Queda is alive and well, and yes bin Laden was only one man. I don’t think anyone truly believes that this death secures peace for our nation; if...
March 2011
2 posts
February 2011
5 posts
“I mean, who am I? Where am I going?”
– Tonight was spent in the library, for some part, and I was supposed to work. All through the night. But of course, I didn’t. In fact, I couldn’t. Because the subject of my work was my life. It is my life. And I have to write it out on paper. So, I’m lead back to the two main...
Thoughts on World Domination →
it’s the super bowl again.
It’s already leaving me, but it felt so real.
I was supposed to go home, take the bus. But somehow I was in your apartment, It felt like Union Square. Where was I? behind Coral. or behind 33rd. It felt like a familiar location. But I didn’t know where. I explaine dbriefly that it’d be weird if he came or if I saw him because of shit. But I asked you if you wanted to hang out....
January 2011
2 posts
Death Dream
1/28/2011 6.37am
About 30 minutes ago I woke up from a pretty deep sleep in which I envisioned my own near death. I woke up with a strained feeling along the right side of my abdomen.
The first part of the dream consisited of the nighnors who Gene and Elise, only they were living in the house on the right. I went ober there and I think I was trespassing or something. All I know is they...
December 2010
4 posts
November 2010
1 post
October 2010
6 posts
Changes
Here’s what you’re going to try to do.
1. Always be doing something.
2. Work ahead of time.
3. Wear large headphones over the smaller ones cuz I think the weather permits it.
4. Draw again. And try to find shit to draw.
Note: you won 26 bucks in poker today and that felt great. You also saw “American Movie” which was also great. Playing poker is better than doing drugs...
“…we’re under tremendous threat. And people don’t want to see it”
September 2010
5 posts
... and I sleep
and promise myself I’ll get it together when I wake up. Greg called today. Made me happy because he gives a damn. I’m going to find someone tomorrow. I know it. I got the right underwear for it, ha ha.
April 2010
1 post
Here, my dear
I’m not going to sleep tonight. No, there’s too much to be done. I’m just taking my mind off of things for a short time. I’m studying topology now. It’s alright I suppose. I wanted to write about my problems I guess. Went to the therapist about a week ago on a day that I was feeling like shit. It felt good at the time, but immediately after it was a bit humiliating...
February 2010
3 posts
Watch
...and
O, but I forgot, that what I thought when I woke up was “Why should I be living unemotionally?”. It was clear when I woke up that I missed a lot of people, but Frank and my mother especially. I should give them a call. Inae was kind of reluctant to be there, but I remember her and Jackie having some fun. Well, time to get on with the day, Super Bowl Sunday. OK. Let’s roll!
Dream: Casino/Mall with waterslides, escalators...
Where did it begin? I guess it was on the road, I was driving on this X-tra wide highway trying to make an illegal u-turn. Don’t know who I was with. I was at my house too. Had to pick someone up maybe. Anyway, I remember the driving being very intense, as it is nowadays. Flash forward to Florida, I’m with Frank and Jack and Jane, and Inae and Emo too. Mom was there as well, but I...
January 2010
1 post
Million Dollar Idea...
Start a low budget tv show much like Jackass (at least in style) in which guys pick up girls. There will obviously be a build up to the actual event… but should there be recurring cast? or should all the events be independent and submitted by users?
December 2009
7 posts
You were in my dream last night...
not to be a creep, but you were in my dream last night. And now it’ll be impossible to get off without sounding odd, but you were naked and in bed next to me. Our professor, he offended you, but I tried to make you feel better. I think it worked because you were laughing soon enough. Your lips touched mine; it all felt so real.
Next, I’m standing outside with my sister and I see a...
